I want… this fucking heatwave to suck it.
I want… cold weather. Like, wite-walkers marching down the fucking street, cold.
I want… grey and misty mornings where I can wear all my cute ass clothes.
(Side note : I have to go out and buy new jeans because two subsequent pregnancies left me with LESS of an ass than I started off with?! AND 15lbs lighter but, that’s probably due to breastfeeding two humans).
I want… good food because I’m always famished and parched. I also want someone to cook it for me because I sure as hell don’t want to stand in front of a hot stove.
I want… the old days of the internet, when it was an ‘escape’ from the real world.
JUSTICE (hold yourself accountable, seek balance between work/play/life)
QUEEN OF SWORDS (be direct, don’t let your emotions rule your choices)
ACE OF PENTACLES (productivity, stay grounded)
EIGHT OF SWORDS (banish the negativity from your mind, don’t fear the unknown)
What makes me feel safe?
I am enough. I am. And you are enough, too.
SEVEN OF CUPS (narrow your focus, evaluate your options)
KING OF WANDS (harness the positive energy around you)
I am delighted by… all the good things. Some days it’s harder to see them but they’re there.
ACE OF PENTACLES (new beginnings, take advantage of positive energies)
DEATH (embrace change and transformation)
QUEEN OF WANDS (put your skills to good use)
I already have the permission that I seek.
KING OF CUPS (kindness and compassion; mind your temper)
FOUR OF PENTACLES (loosen up, you cant control everything)
Where do I ache to soften?
I probably should start with the huge wall I’ve built around myself…
THREE OF WANDS (progress, remain positive, put in the work needed)
TEN OF WANDS (you can’t do it all alone, delegate!)